Jun. 17th, 2023

ghoulmouse: ([Saya no Uta] Blooming)
Given the miniscule level of scrutiny this account gets/will get in the forseeable future I don't think I'll be posting much that's access locked, and also I want this to be mostly fandom/creative thoughts and I just wanna post about stuff without worrying about who's seeing what.

I do write/read/etc a lot of what one might consider "extreme" content (noncon, guro, shota, incest, monsterfucking, pretty envelope-pushing horror) but if I'm talking about that in any detail I'll put it under a cut. This isn't remotely the only thing I make or post about but, I guess I don't want people to be surprised if it comes up, or if you click on my AO3 profile and the tags are a total disaster area.

I used to run a guro fanwork fest and a guro discussion comm, both of which I ghosted pretty severely half a decade ago but the discussion comm apparently gets posts occasionally, so I might transfer it over to this account and keep hold of it/try to generate discussion there idk. How does this shit work.

I think the thing that I would most likely to lock would be posts about my work, since I'm credited under my Real Name for those and I just am not super fond of the idea of being widely associated with that here. (This of course doesn't mean I'm not proud of my work! I just, I dunno. I don't like being stared at.)

I'm thinking of archiving my fanfic somewhere in addition AO3 just in the interest of...being a good internet user rather than relying on huge centralized sites all the time, but I don't know if I'm going to use a Neocities site or this DW account or what. DW has the advantage that I can sorta post snippets or half-formed things without feeling like I'm clogging the place up, and I have a whole bunch of fragments right now for whatever reason (I'm a slow writer and this is the first time in like a decade I've been in a fandom that actually gets consistent updates, for one, lol). Neocities can be a nice fancy oldschool archive, and I can categorize stuff however I want.

EDIT: When I say "dark sicko shit isn't the only stuff I make or enjoy", I mean I recently almost started crying on-stream because I got so emotional about heroic knights doing good deeds, so it's really kind of a Dr Jekyll and Mr Edgelord situation in my brain, lol.